The fleeting nature of it all, and to be here for, and with, and in all this range of flavours … More
Tag: painful times
Thank you Project
I’m compiling a list of companies and service providers and individuals who I’m going to write to and thank. Things … More
Bumpy Start
I’ve got a crow pal who has befriended me in the park. Recognisable by a few white feathers. As soon … More
‘I love you, I’m here for you, you are valued…’
Grateful for this moment. It is peaceful, nothing awful is happening in close proximity, it’s warm enough, and there’s a … More
Negative Reactions
A beautiful time waking up in till I realised that I need to intervene with work not being done correctly … More
Facing Reactivity
Bang bang bang…all that surrendering to love then back ‘in it’. Triggered on several fronts. Hello again reactivity. It rained … More
Relationship with Mum
I will maybe explore this over a few days as it will be too long. First I’ll lay out the … More
Gratitude Balm
Further in I go, a feeling of falling and of desolation of hope – no less 😂 oh I do … More
Surfacing Core Wounds
I had a long site visit yesterday and extensive chats with the client, the men and tree surgeons about having … More
Aloneness
I just read an excellent article summing up why reading the news is bad for us. It really spoke to … More
Ebbs and Struggles
Third day of this migraine. Headache just humming away in the background. Not that sore but draining. Starts up again … More
Surrounding Suffering
I had another night of listening to the centuries old Dzogchen texts read out by Samaneri Jayasara. I’ve got her … More
Bit Frazzled Today
The pattern continues of dropping, surrendering and opening and the sense of all pervading calmness that comes with that. This … More
And this Beauty
Want to share this further reply with you as it’s another one full of beautiful wisdom for getting through the … More
A Tightening
I have been tightening up and up and up, and it’s damn painful. A whole set of triggering factors ricocheting … More
More sunshine and more anxiety
Just had a walk up the river with the dogs, yesterday it was through the bluebells in the woods with … More
Celebrating Bad things that Haven’t Happened!
Part of reprogramming my mind towards noticing more ‘good facts’ is reminding myself of some of the adversity that isn’t … More
Holding a Nurturing Space
I continue to go through the deeply transformative process of adjusting to being without my beloved dog. It has been a … More