So the client said yes, even though it was over her budget, and I instantly felt and feel relieved.
Like instant. Anxiety gone, in a poof! Just the adrenaline and cortisol to wear off now and the headache to leave.
Not bothered about the 8k vat bill due next week, or the overdraft or money owed to suppliers. Money will be coming in now every week for the next 12 weeks.
Little bit of Certainty amid this rollercoaster journey.