I’ve had a paperwork pile which has been growing in front of my eyes here on the table since May.
It is a constant low level, mostly subconscious and sometimes conscious source of stress. I hadn’t realised how much it had been holding me back. What a weight. And the more it grew the less inclined I felt like tackling it.
I have been procrastinating on other tasks for months too.
So yesterday it was time to clear it. I’m 4/5ths of the way through and I feel a lot better. It’s a box ticked on the ‘to do’ list that frees me up to go onto the next item in the list.
I found myself starting a difficult essay for college. That felt good. One small move led to another. And I feel less burdened 🙂