Sometimes, when encouragement from others is not available, it can be really useful and helpful just to encourage ourselves!
I have a few methods I use to boost my confidence and self belief when its running low.
One is to write a list of my positive qualities, or a list of achievements (no matter how small and can include overcoming difficulties), another is a list of what I feel grateful for, and another is to imagine my ideal future.
Today I am going to have a go at a summary of all of these here.
Positive Qualities
I….
- want the best for others
- am generous
- am kind and caring
- am creative and artistic
- adventurous
- am loving
- am resilient
- can empathise
- am showing skill as a counsellor already
- feel love easily for people
- a good communicator
Achievements List
I…
- brought up a child mostly on my own who seems to be thriving now as a 25 year old
- have juggled money successfully during some very hard times when it has been tight
- run a successful business on my own, employ people, do all the marketing and design and manage the money
- bought an apartment and had it remodelled completely it to make a beautiful space
- manage several projects at once
- own and look after a dog and keep her happy and healthy
- keep myself healthy
- have learned that loving myself is the answer to suffering and am now on a journey of letting go of self hate towards self love via self compassion
- have let go of people who are not good for me
- am not afraid to approach people inc strangers and talk to them
- am doing a 2 year course towards being a CBT therapist to give myself a less stressful future while doing more to help others
- am cycling regularly around the park
Gratitude List
- so glad that this client went ahead with their big job which will help me financially
- that my son is happily exploring the world and is so far safe as he travels
- that my dog is with the dog walker having roaring fun with other dogs
- that Im healthy
- I have a huge woodland park to explore right across the road
- I have new clients arriving
- for the opportunity do this new course and change direction if I want to later on
- for my friends and family and their love and camaraderie and for being there when I need them
- for my lovely hard working employees
- for my warm cosy apartment and especially by oh so comfy bed
In the Future
I see
- a loving respectful stable relationship with a fine intelligent man
- a house with very quiet neighbours that has a garden where I can build a big pond, welcome wildlife and enjoy creating a wildlife sanctuary and where the dog can get out when she wants
- so much money that I do not have to worry about not having enough to pay what I owe, so zero stress about that
- a healthy lifestyle, with good food and lots of enjoyable exercise
- enjoying regular travels abroad exploring other cultures
- enjoying helping relieving the suffering of others through therapy
- no longer feeling guilt about being successful or happy and look back with compassion and amusement on all the years I held myself back with that
I could go on with all of these but already I feel a little more ‘up’ and optimistic already 🙂