I love myself

I love myself unconditionally and I :

Try and be honest and sometimes lie
make an effort to show people I meet that others can be trusted
encourage others and also withhold that encouragement
Am generous and also selfish
Honesty look at my defects and also lie to myself
Am loving and non judgemental and also critical and have nasty thoughts
That I want everyone to fulfill their potential and accept that people dont and can’t
design beautiful gardens and some not so beautiful too
Am a kind and fair boss and want to empower my employees and willing to make ruthless decisions for the sake of the business
Am curious and also disinterested
Have good taste and also bad taste
Know how to be kind to myself and withhold kindness to myself often too
notice beauty all around and at times focus on the ugliness
See the good and potential in people and also see only the weaknesses in them
Like to help people and often don’t feel like it
Love animals and nature and eat animals raised and killed cruelly
Can run a business successfully and make many mistakes
Learn from my mistakes and often repeat the same mistakes
Can say sorry and at times am too proud to
Can be open and vulnerable and closed and defensive
Am a good listener and a terrible listener
Am articulate and also speak coarsely and awkwardly
Happy in my own company and need the company of others
Think deeply and have self awareness and can be blind and in denial
Have empathy and can also be insensitive
Am not afraid of change and like adventure and exploration and also do t want anything to change when I’m afraid
Have courage and also fear
Take responsibility for myself and deny and try and blame others
Am independent and dependent on connections with others