So tired. This anxiety has been exhausting. I welcome the little respite that pill gave. But at what cost. Went to my therapist appointment and I didn’t have the anxiety I was going there to deal with. So we talked business strategies a lot, she was helpful. Pointed out that I’m dealing with narcissist personality types, and the odd psychopath- the ultra wealthy. They’ve caused me so much stress with their power games. I just want to do a good job and be paid.
We also touched on the grief over the dog. And loneliness. I teared up. Still miss my pal. Also today before the therapist I picked up the collie puppy and took her for a walk. Had a smile on my face the whole time as I so enjoyed experiencing for the first time through her, things like a scarecrow and cows. Nice encounter with the grateful owner too. It’s 8.30pm and I’m in bed. Have hardly eaten today, not a bad thing…have had enough to be healthy though.
I cancelled an appointment with another pain in the ass client tomorrow. Can’t be doing with the hassle just now. Kid gloves with myself.