I looked at my tadpole bowl to discover a big colourful bonus that had just hatched out. A Large Red…
Numb
I experienced a long sobbing session yesterday. The tears then came and went through the day. Partly also a release…
A Tightening
I have been tightening up and up and up, and it’s damn painful. A whole set of triggering factors ricocheting…
Bitcoin
I started buying a little Bitcoin at the end of 2020, and by little I mean a few hundred. Since…
Took a Risk
Quite a big one for me with my conditioning to please others. Risking another’s wrath. And experiencing the fall out…
Pondering Progress and Success
What does success mean and where does it appear in my life? What do I feel about it? Recently I’ve…
Feeling of Infinity
The sense of it pervading and enveloping everything including me arrives each day these days. I have responses to it,…
It’s not all Roses
I often find my mood dipping. It happens quickly. At times it’s when I get carried away in little hostile…
Inner cogs turning quietly
Sometimes I have to let them do their thing, find their new places and timing. Seem to be moving into…
Attention
Some thought fragments I’m working on. This quote came up in memories from 9 years ago this morning, and reminded…
