Basking and Being Quiet

Enjoying being in the intensity of the design process yesterday. I have the ground levels on the survey, the interior…

Day in the Life

All is well, it’s quiet enough to hear the birdsong, even with the rush hour traffic passing. I’ve been reading…

The Visit

A garden we built about 5 years ago at a beautiful country house. I was there to view the second…

Voidy Peace

Some fearful thoughts returned last night. Woke up a couple of times and it was communicated that I should be…

Feel like a Chat

Solitary day. A therapy client, then a walk to the allotment in the beautiful sunshine where is stayed for over…

Back from the Wilds

To feel oneself in a different environment, and experience how I orientate now. That was all very interesting. Do I…

Sunday Morning Ponderings

In bed here at 6am, warm, comfy, safe and savouring. It’s nearly silent. Odd chirp from a bird. A big…

Moments of Grace…

Washing machine a-spinning, cars a-wooshing past, heating boiler a-humming….and I sit here at the kitchen table feeling the weight of…

Conversation with my Son

Conversation with my son yesterday on WhatsApp about the nature of self. Our first ever on this topic, and which…

Inner Spaciousness

The robovac is humming away in the background. I find myself talking to it when it gets stuck and untangle…

Athanor

Period of Grace continues today and all through yesterday. Ease, being present, feeling relaxed and connected to the Force. Very…

Paradise

A long time in nature again, over tree trunks through abundant flowers and all around are layers upon layers of…

Low stress

Want to go over this in more detail. So we had this harmonious few hours of complete clarity and grace…

Allowing Happiness

It’s been a pretty marvellous day. Got N and we went to one of the parks and had a MacDonald’s…

Dissecting a Thought

Slow motion living last couple of days has been beneficial. Cosied into the greenery of the river bank for a…

Me and my state

Such a pleasant evening at my mum’s with Auntie and uncle and his wife and we even sang some old…

Details of the Day

I suppose I’m writing here as I’m a bit perplexed by this energy state, walking to the loo is even…

Wise Quote from Marvin Keilbach

“The best entry point for deep inner work and realization: The experience you’re having right now. This sound, these colors,…

Carried along by Events

Guys have been paid and the heating boiler hums away. Bit of clearance of the air after that foray into…

Old Abandonment Wounds

Which arrived on me this morning from a dream about a new close friend I was so happy to find…

Into the Wilds

I decide to get out of the city and to go exploring, find some wild non human places. So 3…

Yes

Well the client said yes and the project is going ahead. So 4 months of work for the team and…

Little Realisation

I just read “We learn from direct experience only” from Anon on Twitter. And realised that I have the best…

Pigeon Pal

After all that fizzy excitement of intensive work focus yesterday and the day before I had a beautiful grounding walk…

Decision Time!

So I rolled the cosmic dice and sent off the costing for the big project, not knowing whether it’s a…

Realisation

I had a realisation as I was driving. Funny how this just arrived on my lap as I was in…

Mundane Matters

Intense mental and creative activity. Well at least my mind isn’t getting up to no good. No space to wander…